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| From the time my mother left for chicago... I knew there would be trouble, as when i went to call up my loving boyfriend and tell him that we had the house to our lonesomes.... MY PHONE DIED. This just got better as i went to go and giggle with IM buddies about this little mishap... MY INTERNET GOES OUT! Leaving me with a cell phone. Yip-dee-doo I hate cell phones... They are so small and the ear pieces are annoying so i dont use them. I hate how the service isnt trust worthy. I like house phones... and better yet, i like internet above all. Chris is going to Orlando... he now works for the comunist mouse. My boyfriend will be driving a boat between the theme parks and the fortwilderness resort... ( i think its the fort wilderness) now alot of you might be thinking " HA brittany! a long distance relationship?! Remember how the last one turned out!" Well a few things are diffrent here... this is a closed relationship to start, i have built up a great deal of trust and love in my boyfriend and i really think i can manage a three hour drive/trainride to a what was it... week long bus trip, three day train ride, two day car ride, or four hour costly plain flight. I am happy he got the job and will be moving some where he can enjoy him self... Where he'll be away from his mother and the hurtful family unit he has down here. And honestly, getting into disney for FREE is a nice little plus... dont you think so? I had to take plan B again. Yup... the fuckin condom desided to slip off... we dont know how! its never happened before... sure there was that one time he put it on backword... but he didnt know so i forgive him... This time we both checked it... it as on there snugly and it fit him right... it just... came off! ya know... just my fuckin luck right? my internet goes... my phone goes... his mother is talkin about fuckin grandkids... i should have known... NO SEX TODAY! but no... noooooo i desided to just... go at it! So we notice after he does his groans grunts and casploooshes.... His penis comes out.... but noooo condom... now.. I remember the damn thing goin in there! Well after searching i find it... its... in there still... i get it out and think... (not very well mind you as i jumped to conclusions) I call my mothers boyfriend dave... he is a very open athiest person... nice, friendly, understanding... Maybe he will drive me to the only planned parent hood near me... in TAMPA Well he doesnt answer his phone.. and we dont have the 90$ to go and order it online. So we go and call Chris's phsyco mother! She says.. that she is to busy to take us to tampa... and that she needs a shower and so on and so forth.. so when we hang up with her.. Dave calls... so we ask dave and he says he did a pool for a women who works there... now.. we were more then willing to try and find a way there... but it seemed mother was having a horrible time in chicago her last day... she didnt get out of chicago until after nine pm because of various piss off reasons... so asking for her car would have set her over the deep end. Well dave offers to take me to pp... which was very sweet of him. So Chris says we should call and tell his mom not to worry because we got a ride. Well suddenly she had all the fucking time in the world! She calls dave up. and starts moaning about how her son was this virginal little saint before I came along and how it allwent wrong when I showed up... and she would teach ME a lesson... on and on and on... yadda yadda yadda. She gets to the house and comes in... she crouches down because she doesnt wanna sit obn my sofa... she looks at us and says she wont take us until i call my mother... and tell her exactly why we are going... right dowwn to where the condom fell off!!!!! I guess she got some sort of sick pleasure out of staring at me when i called up my already pissed mother... and told her very angry my self that Tina was taking us to the pp clinic in tampa... This was all my mother needed.. she said "alright, So?" and I said well Tina wanted you to know." Tina breaks in and says no... tell her WHY (like there are so many reasons?) "I have to go and get plan B" I say. "Why are you telling me this?" says my mother. "Why do you need to go get plan B brittany" Says Tina At this point... i am glaring at this women... this women who had no business even showing the fuck up! This women who dared make me look like a girl who fucked up for her first time and is now paying the piper... "I need to tell you that The condom.... The condom fell off in my vagana while having sexual intercourse and Chris Ejaculated inside of me and thats why i have to go and get plan B." I say, and i wait for it... because i know its coming. "Brittany... ever sense i left you have been so fucking assanine... i just cant believe you... you dont need to tell me shit like that, i dont care how it happened... i know that it happened thats enough... plan b was enough." says my mother. Well when we get off the phone i swear to go if looks could kill she would have died... I started crying and said "There... that good enough?!" and then she started laying some "Your ten years old and dont know anything and she needs to know" bull shit on me. I have had sex before.. I have taken plan b before.. I am not fucking 2 i know what i am fucking doing and i know that my mother DOESNT WANT TO KNOW! So i go into my room crying and she sighs and says " lets go" like i'm not fucking balling my eyes out! Chris yells at her to have a little sympathy and she says i brought it on my self... or thats what my ears picked up. Then when we finnaly join her in the car... she fucking starts trying to tell me how much she is sorry... and how she understands... she doesnt understand shit about shit when it comes to ME. So then we go to Chris's house because Chris needs to change. So theres this... women there who looks like... i dont know what... she is very manly esk... Chris's aunt... and TINA TOLD HER EVERYTHING! the whole thing... So no i have this women trying to talk to me like i dont know shit from shit I am absolutely mortified... i mean i dont even know this women... i hardly ever met her before... and even then i didnt know her name! so she is talking to me about this becoming a family problem... and abortion... and HIV... The whole ride to the clinic was agonising... between their yelling, and my crying and her asking me WHY i am crying we barely made it there sane. Getting the pills and being away from her was probably the highlight of my entire day... I got the pills and went back to the car and said " Good.. now that thats taken care of." (As there isnt much else i CAN do until the three week time limit is up and i get or dont get my period. Well then she gets pissier when i HAVE the pills... like its abortion of something... news flash.. the semen hasnt even made contact with the egg. Any way Chris bought her lunch and i ate and took the pills... i cried more on the way home and she wouldnt even let him stay with me that night. I was just so angry... i cried more... i was just so mortified and angry. So yea thats all for now~ love you all bye bye | ||||||||||
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